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With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion.
-Steven Weinberg

The good life, as I conceive it, is a happy life. I do not mean that if you are good you will be happy - I mean that if you are happy you will be good.
-Bertrand Russell

Too much sanity may be madness and the maddest of all, to see life as it is and not as it should be.
-Miguel de Cervantes

I enjoy paying taxes. With them I buy civilization.
-Oliver Wendell Holmes

2002-08-13 - 11:20 p.m.

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

My second day recruiting was not nearly as successful as the first. The only bright spot was that I realized that I can go online at the library during my breaks. When it’s 97° outside I need air conditioning breaks.

I did meet one really cool guy today. His day job is working for FedEx but he is also a bass player. He’s played with Ryan Adams.

When I got home I found that I had left my computer connected to the internet all day. I just missed an IM from Leah too. I really need a Leah fix.

I found out that I’m not going to be seeing Stacey , Gella, orMy Favorite , when I thought I would. That is so disappointing. They are three very special people.

The Strolling Saint got me thinking about one of my favorite topics, forgiveness. I always preach forgiveness but it is not my natural inclination. My inner self believe that maxim, “Don’t get mad get even.” I know that is wrong though. It isn’t just morally wrong. I know I’m much happier when I forgive. Letting things go is so much better for my mental health.

I’m having trouble with my email. I used to use Netscape messenger but Netscape Navigator doesn’t work too well so I switched to Mozilla. Mozilla’s mail program has real problems so I switched to Outlook express. I can’t figure out how to use all the features now. I can’t quote a message when I reply to it. Does anyone know how to do that?

Carey is feeling that she isn’t cool. If she is uncool how uncool am I? I must be like Death Valley at noon in July. **hugs**

The one good thing about having friends with self-esteem problems is that it helps prevent me from having them. I see how wrong they are about themselves.

People have been so nice to me the last year. I think being sick did a lot for my ego. Joni Mitchell said “You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone.” I think people were afraid that I’d be gone so they appreciated me more. Not that made it worth getting sick. I’ve been feeling really good lately. I hope this keeps up for the next fifty years or so. Lets make that 55, I want to make it to 100. I’ve already invited people to my hundredth birthday party. Leah will only be 72; she’ll have to take care of the rest of us. Stacey you’ll only be 70. I don’t think I’ve formally invited you yet. Consider yourself invited.

Why are the entries I write at night shorter than the ones I write in the morning?




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